sad girl fall

hello eraste fans far & wide (i still need to come up with a name for you any suggestions would be appreciated)

i got a cold how wack is that it’s like i’m brittle and 80 year’s old 😦

fall is literally my favorite season ever, i wish i lived somewhere colder so i could feel the brisk weather on my face it’s literally so healing

i am releasing something soon and it’s always so anxiety inducing like… when something is so personal and close to me if people don’t like it they don’t like me or think i’m good enough

i feel like i haven’t ever really struggled with that feeling but when you deal with so much rejection it kind of gets to you you know? i don’t know my therapist (DANICA) i love her, she thinks i’m on the way toward a mental breakdown. how silly is that

anyways if you had a song written about you when would you want to know?? like the day before?? a couple of weeks before?? not at all? i’m struggling on when to tell them, or if i even owe them that much?

here’s some lyrics from my new song

i’m so mad at you

for leaving me like this

who am i if i’m not the one you wanted?

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