hello! i can’t believe this song is FINALLY going to be out! i am really proud of myself for writing this alone and having a say in the production and vocals and everything. it really has giving me a new perspective on creating music. it’s honestly really bittersweet. not that anyone actually READS my blog posts but when you create something and it has these different lives to you and then when you share it it’s like… these people know how i feel now haha. very weird. it is NOT cash money, it makes me actually so uncomfortable but 🙂 it’s fine 🙂
i never thought i would say the line “GOD I’M SO FUCKING PATHETIC!!!!” in a song and just… release it hahahaha. i am proud of myself for sharing how i actually feel about the situation instead of brushing it off, sitting in the feeling and letting it pass… or maybe it will eventually. i LIVE for the day when we all shout it like “WHAT A SHAME SHE’S FUCKED IN THE HEAD!!” type beat.
anyways stream habits!!! i hope you love it. sit in the emotion. let me grieve with you bc it’s camp
erastemusic.com 