hiii long time no post! what! me being inconsistent? never! lol
i feel like time keeps passing and i’m having such a hard time keeping up with it. will it ever slow down? I think that happens when we reach a certain age, the day’s bleed and blur together. it’s like being on a merry-go-round (those made me throw up i’m so scared of them)
i was talking to someone and i said i feel frozen on someone’s shelf, like a snow-globe. that’s how i feel lately! trapped in this snow covered scene, forever immortalized in the image people want from me! i released “Lead Role” about this feeling. it’s giving “mirrorball” by taylor swift. i think i’m in between who i feel like i am and who i have been for others, and so i think a lot of confusion around identity comes with that. it’s like a pendulum swing, back and forth between those different versions of myself.
anyways enough drama!!!!!! here’s some things I’m loving lately
- ginger ale. this is the best shit i’ve ever had what??????? who gatekept this from me???
- my cat cheddar always
- the books “the seven husbands of evelyn hugo” and “alone with you in the ether”
- foklore always
- cafe au laits with oat milk
- bullet journals! the LEUCHTTURM1917 is the best one out there HIGHLY recommend
- my new Melodrama tattoo! melodrama forever!!!
anyways that’s all i have for today. getting ready to release “Someone Else” this week and i’m so excited and nervous like i could throw up! i hope u and everyone likes it 🙂
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